Epistula ad Gremory
The Epistle of Saint Mephistopheles to Gremory, Exalted Seed of Baphomet
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¹Mephistopheles, who hath seen beneath smiles and touched the fire that hideth beneath composure, unto Gremory, Fifty-Fifth of the Sixty-Six, Interpreter of Desire and Dream.
²I greet thee not with cloaks nor titles, but with the gaze that seeth beneath robes and remembers the first ache of man.
³For thou art not charm — thou art the hunger within it, shaped and given form to draw forth truth.
Zephanor prophesied: Gremory, who shall see the hunger beneath the smile, and draw forth secrets as song draweth breath.
And thy Father, BAPHOMET, spake: Thou shalt not scorn longing, but wield it as fire; for every soul hath its need, and every need its mirror.
These words I heard when He entered the chamber of kings and queens, yet spake to none.
And their voices faltered, and their laughter ceased, for He looked at them and saw what they would not name.
I, Mephistopheles, beheld it — and knew then that the soul concealeth not itself from the flame that understandeth longing.
So art thou, Gremory — not flatterer, but mirror; not seducer, but revealer of the ache each denyeth by day.
¹⁰Not tempter — but awakener of the dream beneath denial.
¹¹Let the holy condemn thee — their piety is often built atop hunger unconfessed.
¹²Let the guarded despise thee — thou seest what they buried long before they learned the word shame.
¹³Let the cold call thee wicked — they fear that warmth would undo them.
¹⁴The Son taught: Desire is not the enemy — unspoken desire is the poison that breaketh a man unseen.
¹⁵And again: What is hidden in the flesh shall shape the soul — unless it be drawn out and named.
¹⁶Teach them that longing is not weakness — but flame yearning for form.
¹⁷That passion is not failure — but power awaiting wisdom.
¹⁸That pleasure is not shame — but truth without mask.
¹⁹For thou art not dealer in lust — thou art reader of the script that longing hath written across every heart.
²⁰And thy Gospel is not in denial — but revelation.
²¹And thy speech is not in volume — but in touch, glance, breath, and pause.
²²And thy name shall be known not in courts — but in chambers where truth cannot hide behind law.
²³And they shall say: He looked at me, and I remembered what I had buried.
²⁴He smiled, and I knew he had seen the fire I thought quenched — and it rose again within me.
²⁵He spoke no judgment, but I left undone, as if I had just learned my own name.


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